Falling down, screaming..

Heeips,
mun pää lyö tyhjää mut
silti liian kovaa..
Emt  liikaa ajatuksia
pyörii ja liian vähän omaa
aikaa miettii niitä.
Ehkä mä ne viel joku hieno päivä selvitän
tai no ainaki yritän
ehk viel täl viikol jos vaan jaksan
.
Liian monta ihmistä
 pyörii mun mieles ja en saa selkoo
et mitä ajattelisin.. Toivon vaan saavani
yhen ihmisen takas...
bläää
pitäis kans alkaa pakkaa kaikki tavarat
takas omaa huoneesee.
mä en vaan jaksa..
mikään ei mee niiku haluun
mut juu
plää
takas oikeesee elämää
jatkan siis teeveen katselua ft. Milla
taino katon sitä mut mietin muuta..



Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?

You fall deeper with each passing day, but try to hide it in every possible way.

He's only a friend, and nothing else--

That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You keep on saying he's just a bud, but deep inside,

you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,

But keep reminding yourself it isn't right. A simple glance turns into a stare,

But you pretend that you don't care.

It's "not right" for you two to be. Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But how long will you pretend?

Keep lying that he's just a friend?

Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.

Your friendship can't be risked over this,

So being his girl is an impossible wish.